Interests:reading, writing, people watching, being called by real name not amy, michelle, melanie, martha, candice, sally or amber, music, color, art, rain, sleeping, staring into space Expertise:being dazed and confused, being clumsy, wandering around aimlessly, being predictable Occupation:Student
Obviously the boy and I aren't good at hiding it. Multiple people that we work with have asked us. The thing is they always get one of us off from the other to ask. I tried to hide it the first time I got asked but slowly sank that ship when Jessica point blank ask me is it...I couldn't hide it then. We told Joe_K though because we figured it would keep Rusty off our back. Before we could bring it up though as a sit down he asked and you can't lie when the boss asks.
There are too many things going on so I don't even know where to start. Of course it would be better if I could really have time to talk about it. But I love spending time with the boy more than anything else. Even giving up some sleep to stay snuggled up with him. It's great that I found someone that I love as much as him and that loves me too.
Now we have some people that we work with who have gone a little far though. We came back from lunch on Saturday and one of the guys that works at back hardware started sniffing the boy. And then asked what is was like. We've gone from being just friends to sleeping together in no time flat according to the people that we work with. I mean it wouldn't bother me so much but to sniff him and ask that when we come back from lunch on Saturday. Of course the boy only tells me these things a few days after the fact. Partly because he knows that it upsets me. But they don't say those things in front of me or to me, only to him. Anyway things to do before the boy gets here.
Its been a long time since I've been on here. I haven't had a chance because well I found a boy and so I spend every waking minute at work or with him. And since we work together pretty much all my time is spent with him. And probably for a long time I'll be spending all my time with him. I'd love to spend more time talking about him and all the things that I love about him but I've got other things to do.
This morning I overstepped. I took something that had been weighing on my mind and I let it out. Of course the minute I sent the text I had to send one that I said I was sorry. Because I was. I said something that I never should have said. I should never have said it to a friend.
Of course he said that it was okay. But I still know that I overstepped. I wish that he weren't so forgiving.
